There was once this guy whom I'll spend my whole life with. The only one who I'm willing to sacrifice everything . We've gone thru so much and I thought we're able to overcome any obstacles.. Yet He choose to leave . One of the reason he gave is that i don't have trust in him . When have i not ? I never since stopped him from contacting any girls . I gave him all the freedom he wants . Never check on him , never telling him to stop contacting any girls . Isn't this trust .. ? I saw him having a new gf within 1 month . Is our past relationship that easy to forget to him ? He said I'm a whore for having a bf that fast . The truth is i lied, i never have a bf since .. Nearing 2 months since we break .. I should be crying over that he has a new gf . One minute .. 2 minutes .. passed There is not a single tear .. Guess I'm really getting over him , I really have to .
Now there is this other guy who is there during my most misery period in life . I admit i do have feeling for him But i ain't sure whether did he have too . I think I'm kinda sinned for kissing him back . I should never have do that since he isn't my bf .. But still i really do like him..
